self discovery, mental challenge.

well... this is my first official post, my mind has been out of my reach lately. writing helps heals. Its hard to admit that i dont like myself, well i dont love myself. every self discovery presents a mental challenge. im always picking over myself, at the things i dont like. i want to learn and love myself, and be confident and proud of the person that i am. the person i have become.

i care about what people think. so much that i would be afraid to disappoint people. i didnt want them to look down on me or be unhappy with me. but supressing my real feelings only built that energy up inside me. i have no more room for it.

i want to love me regardless of who i may disappoint, because someone would love me jus the way i am.. 

me.